Assalamualaikum w.b.t.
No One is Brilliant On PurPose
It only One Sentence But It Give 1001 meaning.
It been awhile im not update anything here..Meanwhile,im just seat 1 out of 5 paper yesterday..and The remaining 4 are coming soon..yesterday was Human Right paper..quite doing well even im little bit clumsy in the beginning..my mind were blank back then while everyone already found their seat but im still searching around in the front of peoples..i quite bit little upset at the first hand..but i thought i were good to seat there without any interference of the faces of "anyone" that will make me nervous...
But everything were disappointed and without purpose "He" sitting just infront me..GOD!!!What the TASK!!!seriously im cant even write my name down properly because im flitering..ya Allah!!!!It a BIG TASK for me this year and even become harder can't even control my shame on him..Even if His face back to look at me still i just can put my face down..WHAT the HEAVEN happening???
This is MY FINAL 4th YEAR exam!!and will be the 3rd time im taking an exam with him..but i never expect that his seat will be just that near with me..What!!!What!!!What!!!!
I'm nervous!!!!!!!!!!
At first i was almost lost all the point that i should wrote down..but after a while...my mouth keep reciting an istighfar ,selawat, ayat seribu dinar..ya Allah,only you knews everything what inside my head and my heart is...but in the end im back to normal and back to write everything that i had memorised everything and i even not let my eyes from the paper and the pen..just look at these two..even i cant care bout what happened in my surrounding!!...
This is just my personally and my privacy..and dont even try to mix it up with "professional" thing..coz if you dare mixed it up..you'll messed out everything and do remember the life is too short..to hate sum1..what a waste for you and me because we're cant made to be a friend..
I'm kinda sum1 that wouldn't make my Guard tears down even with sum1 that i loved....more specific for a guys that called a man..because i just not ready to be responsable to that kind of feeling..that how everything called love not turn out well..just that what i want now..but maybe till the time comes,i'll let you know bout it,k..
He's just too envious..most about everything..He's is too professional on everything even sometimes i seen him seem like childish though..but the end,He still a boy and im a girl...
AT THE END
I'M STILL A GIRL
THOUGH ~__^v
The End..
Let continues someday..
Please pray for my success..
and i'm bowwing 90 degrees...
PLEASE FORGIVE ME in everything..
